It haunts me everyday
I wake up only to dread it
I'm tired of this
Why can't it end?
Just when things seem to get better it vanishes
Its the first thing on my mind and the last
It never leaves
Its a constant reminder of how worthless I am
Those who know don't care
Can't you see how fake this smile is?
Its like makeup I put on everyday
If you could read my mind you'd know
It would hurt you too
To think about this everyday
It would haunt you
Take over your life as it does to I
I hate it
it hurts
I just want it to all end