You call me beautiful, say that I'm special
I can't see it
There is no beauty in this heart or face
I'm not special
Unless you call being a loser special
Then I'm very special
I'm sorry I can't see it
But when you've been told for so long you won't believe either
Those cruel words were wrong but now right
No wonder they hate me
Just look at me
Disgustingly hideous
Completely idiotic
Full of hatred and self pity
Those used to be lies but have now come true
I can't stand to think of how worthless I am
Just look at how pathetic I really am
This tiny speck of dirt doesn't belong in a world of diamonds
So let me fall between the cracks of the underworld
Its where they said I belong, maybe i do....